Stars never seemed brighter without you,

I'd written seven letters and carefully placed them in envelopes, but I am held back by a million emotions. I am pretty sure they would never accept my apologies and no matter how hard I try to fix things, there will always be a lasting scar and things were never going to be the same as before.
I never was a good friend.

I've found the best doctor in the whole wide world and His words really does wonders. This month has been a psychotherapy period for me to change. I can now look into the mirror without bursting into tears. I can speak to people when I am wearing my glasses. I HAVE STOPPED BEING AN ATTENTION SEEKER I feel so so so happy going to school or shopping with a low ponytail, long skirt, pinned-up fringe and nerd glasses, teehee^-^, it's weird sometimes seeing myself look like a goody two-shoes but it works8-D And I was the former me for one day cause it's the last day of Term One and we're liberated (just for a week and a pile of homework to complete)*

This weekend is a -MAJOR SHOPPING SPREE- weekend for me, to reward myself for completing most of my homework on time and doing sufficient revision for all subjects(clap clap)

xx, &ge