Blood ties

Efforts to bond classes and CCAs and friends are such a waste of time(thats why I'm never involved) These were never anything to me. I can become such a susceptible crybaby, only when it comes to my family. I don't need anyone except for God and all of you.

I don't believe in BFFs, don't tell me forever, with all the gossip, backstabbing, apathy, friends will never be true to you, 'friends' are never there for you when you need them. I'm not a good friend myself either. This is not a happy family, this is not how I expected things to be, then now with all these farewells it's enough to break me down.

I will not believe in stories that end with happily ever after