Snuffed out candles

Oh golly its my birthday! I wish I bought party poppers, bottle of champagne to pop and red party hats, but sadly I didn't. Yesterday, we went to a secluded spot at the industrial site. Were you starting to wonder what I was doing there. I was just having a great feast at Pastamania. HAHA ok, not funny -_-

This year I had received the most expensive birthday gift from my mother. I don't understand. Anyways, I am here to share my reflections after spending sixteen years in this world

And this is because my life has changed. Perhaps you don't think so. I know I haven't been a good christian but that doesn't mean that God doesn't shower me with love and blessings. Thank you Lord

I know my good friends care for me. Thank you, I wish I could write down all of your names here, but many a time, I do not dare to share my troubles with or You are angry with my constant blabber about looks or You dislike my exaggerated weirdness so until I've found a best friend, I shan't name any here, I also know that none of my friends would last, cause I'm such an irritating person.

I would like to thank my family for bringing joy into my life most of the time, though sometimes I think my efforts have gone down the drain and I am the only one who cares too much about this family...Nevertheless, I will still love all of you whatsoever.

My dear sisters, Denise and Shanise, who care for me to the extent of vfsjkgvnreijgvnji. I will miss all bedtimes, our shopping trips, our movie outings, our heart to heart talks, 我们的一点一滴我会永远记得, 杰伦麦嘉希，我会永远爱这个家庭

To my good friends:

Thank you Hanee, Sinyi and VC. We had such fun times shopping together and chatting. I was really touched when y'all visited me at the hospital. Thank you Shuying, you have given me moral support even though we are not close friends. Thank you Grace for understanding my problems. Thank you Julia for being there, when are we going on missionary trips? Thank you Sulynn for caring always, telling me your my friend and being there for me. Thank you Kimberly for being so warm, that day we went out, I enjoyed it thoroughly. Thanks also for being there for me always. Thank you Yvonne for always caring. We had such fun times together a few years back. Thank you Jermaine and Japhia. Thank you Serene, I love talking to you. Thank you Meichee, for being such a great friend, I had so much fun with you. Thank you Pei Chia. Thank you Faith Ang, I think you'd be a great friend at church. Thank you Marybeth, although you may have forgotten me. Thank you Sammi, Huisan, Jiaqi, Ouimin. Thank you Jayne. Thank you Yuning, for having such a heart to help me in my studies.

Thank you Regine, you've been such a good listening ear last year. We had such fun times together, singing especially. Thank Therena, you have been a good listening ear, always, encouraging me and a loyal friend. Thank you Hoiyee for giving me hope and motivation recently. Having a Malaysian friend comforts me. Thank you Jieli, you've been encouraging and fun to speak to.

I want to thank all my friends for once telling me your secrets and problems because I hope I was once your good friend. We had good times together. The people here I cherish a lot.
 
xox Angela
 
Sometimes, time seems to fly past so quickly, I do hope I still have a memory then, and strength to walk on